Wednesday, January 9, 2008
im blogging now and this is the 3rd post im posting in a day. im blogging cuz now im realli very sad. realli realli sad. realli realli realli sad. i wanna cry. i've cried for 15 minutes after i ate my dinner. almost vomitted. i realli realli hate my father. i do not understand why he keeps misunderstanding me. i realli cant stand this misunderstanding. he's been misunderstanding me since young. i realli hate and dislike him alot. im facing my 'N's this year and im already stressed about it. he is giving me more stress by giving me scolding and more scolding, misunderstands me and more misunderstanding. should i hate myself or actually hate him?
i realli love my MaMa. She's always there for me when i'm being misunderstood from him. The hug from her realli gives me love and warmth. Thanks Mama. I love you. (:
tRyIn To HoLd A sMiLe at 10:32 PM